I don't know...I've just been feeling so sad lately. I feel like I wanna die for a year and see if anyone missed me....I wanna cry all the time...I don't care about friends. I draw sad pictures now...I'm single and so lonely about it too...I hate my ex and and wish I had somebody...at least someone to hug me so I could feel loved again...I've written mesmerizing, emo music on my guitar and play it every time I get home....my grades are slipping because I'm always so depressed....I like no one at this school nor do they like me, I yell at everyone for little things they do. My Japanese club members are clawing at each other's throats because they hate each other. I want someone to hug...